over you..
well,
i never saw it coming
i should’ve started running
a long, long time ago..
but i never thought i’d doubt you
i’m better off without you
more than you know
slowly getting closure
guess it’s really over
i’m finally getting better
i’m picking up the pieces
spending all of these years putting my heart back together
and on the day i thought i’d never get through;
I GOT OVER YOU.
*so ready for a brand new-start,
happy new year, everyone!
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hey
mau nanya dong.
pernah ga ada yang bilang kalimat-kalimat dibawah ini sama lo?
—
”rapat lagi, syl?”
”kita pulang duluan gpp ya? lo kan pasti masih ada blablabla kan?”
‘’syl, SLOW DOWN. kalo lo terus-terusan kayak gni, kayaknya bentar lagi, lo bakal lebih sibuk dari Susilo.."
”buset deh neng. kok blom pulang si? skarang jam brapa? cpet pulang sana!”
"ya ampun syl, masih disini aja?”
”kamu sakit ya? kaan.. udah aku bilang, jangan terlalu banyak yang diurusin..”
”ga semua kegiatan harus diikutin, nak. badan mimi itu punya hak istirahat!”
”dek, ini jam brapa? ga usah ikut semua rapat. ada yang namanya pendelegasian tugas, makanya kamu punya staff!”
‘’syl, jadwal & kegiatan lo tuh udah ga sehat bu..”
”eh, ada syl. di *mnyebutkan nama sbuah acara*, jadi PJ apa syl?”
”hari ini kmana lagi, mi?”
”gila ya, sejak lo kenal dan gabung sama yang namanya organisasi, gw berasa ga punya sahabat lagi tau ga??”
”kamu tau ga, kita tuh bahkan ga punya waktu untuk brantem!”
”i miss the times you had time, syl..”
”woy. jam brapa ni? pulang lo. dimarahin mama nanti.”
‘’syl. gw ga tau harus gimana bilangnya, stop and BREATHE .”
”kadang gw pengen lo sakit. biar lo bisa istirahat..”
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hmf.
i know all of the people that say things like written above is because they care.
(and i’m so grateful to have all you in my life..)
but i just want you all to know,
that no, i’m not that busy.
i’ll still try my best to sleep, eat, do group-tasks,and spend time for friends the middle of everything i do.
tapi kadang, i want you guys to know,
above all,
kalimat-kalimat diatas yang bikin gw paling cape.
hmf..
